Army Post Road

Why am I the only one making any effort to talk at all?  Right now, I only want to be friends, so why is talking to me something that I have to pester someone to do?

How're you supposed to decide whether to be mature and just let it go and let someone else be less than adult, decide to pitch a fit and cause a scene and let all be known, or when do you stand your ground and not let someone just walk away like that?

I wanna be adult and I don't want to just let the one friendship I had for close to five months fade away.  I know things became pretty uncomfortable at points, and that was largely my doing, but please dear god I don't want to start losing friends over it.  I know that the end of a semester is always extraordinarily stressful and people work, but I hate coming off as the desperate one begging for anything. 

Gaaaaaaaa