Army Post Road

Like I was saying earlier tonight, less than forthright people upset me a lot.  I absolutely do not need people to spare my feelings.  Ya'll ain't got nothin' that can phase me like the stuff I've dealt with before so just say what's on your mind. 

I also don't like flippant proclamations like, “Musicals are fun to watch and more dependable than men anyway.”  Things like that INFURIATE me.  Considering her last instance of a man was me, I am offended that she would still maintain using that statement.  If nothing else, I am the epitome of dependable and to cast me in with an undependable lot is like I said, flip. 

What's also very frustrating is that I've had all these posts, spanning around two weeks now, about all these issues and my mind is consumed with it at work and at home a lot and she probably thinks about it little beyond when I'm forcing the issue.  I suppose that since right now I'm living a strong-back, weak-mind existence that my mind is going to wander and focus on the emotional stuff regardless but it's difficult being this invested as opposed to her.  THAT right there, I think, is the very root of my pain and frustration surrounding this whole ordeal, the asymmetrical nature it's taken on.  That's paralyzing.