Army Post Road

I hate wrestling with the fact that I totally bungled relationships (or potential relationships) with three different women.  I outright just threw away what I had with Kelsey and something essentially paralyzed me from being able to create relationships with Bethany and Jen. 

Everything fell apart with Kelsey because I for whatever assinine reason (which I don't know to this day) didn't think I wanted to be exclusive with her and when she wanted to talk about it, I didn't make myself clear that I still wanted to be involved and the whole deal essentially dissolved at that moment and I've only seen her maybe 4 times since. 

I've written about Bethany and Jen before.  Jen is more depressing since the situation is more recent history than Bethany. 

Alright I don't feel like going on about it much longer.